Updated!!

LOL....my blog almost dead 2 to 3 weeks hahaha......cos i busy working no time update the blog =.= today i only got time update abit.....while still got more news coming soon and i will update blog too xD!

Everything Happen On July

Since so many things happen in the middle of july.Regarding my family problem la....i don't understand what is going on with this family but i hope after my job is stable i can starting to leave the place....because i don't want those thing happen again and repeat the same problem..i know almost every month the family will get a big problem even those not my wrong i will get scold too everything thanks to my father his anger will never clam down while people joking...he just know call me and my brother please get out of this house and i will rent to people so now i waiting my job stable..Then i can start leave the place and find a new house.....

ALL about my life

Hi....Thanks For Coming Here. I wanna start a story regarding my life what i have went trough so far in my life..On The 1st September 1989 which i was born out in the world and there is something happen when i was born out.Regarding my father car on the day he was parking on the hospital outside and he went in to the hospital to see my mom ..so after that he came out to took his car to go back home and the thing he realize that his car was stolen and he went back to the hospital and told my mom so my mom say what happen husband so he say the is gone , after that he realize me so he think i am bringing bad luck to this family so he do a stupid things that i will never think...you guys try guess what he do.he tell my mom this small son is bringing bad luck to us so he took me to a person that he don't know, he say i don't want this son you can take it.....so after my mom heard that she crying on the bed until call his brother come and visit her and my mom told his brother please get back my son from a (person) so my mom brother say what is going on and what happen so my mom told him just took back my son , i will tell you after you get my son from the person.After get back me so the story my mom told his brother then everything is ok already because my grandmother also know that.after so long i have grow up until tadika my father keep on lock up at behide the room where alot Lipas then early the morning lock up me already no food for me until night time after night he do this to me again....and punish me whack here whack there..And my life i wanna tell u all i am having a suffer life and what i want to get in this family i won't get a good things everything my father will give it to my brother until now my father still think he is pro enough to teach his son but he judge is wrong what he has done to i am so sad how come i got this kind of family i everyday almost cry until i form 4-5 my mom only told me this story so now i know everything so i will hate my father forever i won't forgive him!!!in my life even those i am dead i know i can go to heaven!!!!!in my life i just like to help my friends and my family another things is regarding my uncle everytime he trying to cheer up me and told me my life is good one not bad one so i trusted him so long but i still suffering now i dont know think my life is good enough i lost my job thanks to my father!!!!he is hopeless anyway i already did my best i don't think i will go on my life anymore because i really too stress and sad , unhappy too in my life i too tired already...and i don't think the god is helping us so don't pray is hopeless i everytime pray also no use god is lier!!the only thing is trust your self my story until here...

Depression! Many thanks to all my friends. Many thanks to My Love Mother .This year has been so tough. I can't stand it anymore. Many thanks to My Uncle. Many Thanks to my love girl. In my life I did nothing bad. Why does it have to be like this?"


Regard
Sylvester

New Job

hahaha.....finally i can get back a job my self and today i just go to KL for a Interview but they told me they will give me reply about 1 week to 1 month and another one i just send the resume and i also waiting for them too...maybe the economy is still very bad.But one think i saw i really wanna say wth is this so many place is asking for vacancy that's all plus now the economy is still at midium average anyway i am happy that i could get back to work better than stay at home not doing nothing.Hope that the two job i had interview will success because the salary is much suitable for me......The End for now lols...feel tired and sleepy because tomorrow i need to work anyway see ya guys!

Jobless

Since nothing to do now a day's trying to go out to mid valley to find a new job because i lost my job and now i am jobless.because of my father anyway i really thanks him alot to make so much problem came out but his mind is really hopeless because on that day when he went out to KL and he forget to took out the house key in his room,he just locked the door and later when he realize that his key is inside his room,he went to my brother company to ask for the key and started to scold my brother infront of so many people.Then until mine he call me and ask me did i took his spare key,I told him i did't take before because i don't know where you put it and my handphone battery just empty so i use the company phone to call him and i saw he walking up to my company so he starting to find me and i call him and ask what problem so he just shout me infront of the customer and my manager ah...don't care la i know alot people has watching at us.So finally the manager call me go in the office and started to tell me could you please see your family properly and try not to bring your family problem to the company i say i know but he suddely went up how i know i told the manager so he offer me to resign the job so i just resign already because i don't want so many happen in my job place.Anyway i don't know why my father so like to give people trouble i really hate my own father so he call us go out and rent a room.So now i am jobless wait i get back my work i will start to rent a room to stay and i will never ask him to help me again (USELESS FATHER) Never use his brain think what should done and what should not done iddiot father i have....

Why...I Can't Enjoy My Life

omg.....today i just asked my family people about i want to buy a new car...but i have asked my mother,uncle can i buy a car and they say can if you monthly can paid for it...So i say i can paid is not a problem but i really need to care about my eating way T_T ...Then i ask my father can i brought a new car and he say cannot!!!!.....but he really don't know what the son want actually in the life just because everytime i stay at home and not going anywhere.. do you know that's is damn boring for my life that's why i am not going to bother about my father and i will just brought the car on this year just because i wanna have a good life and some fun in my life.Do you know once i get my car license i thought my father will let me drive the car but the answer is wrong he just told me not to drive and i just wanna ask the god and my heart one question only WTF i get the car license foR....Just for fun???if he gonna told me not to buy a car again i will burn away my car license because is really no use for me....and i just want to leave this family,i gonna run away very far and dont wanna come back again!!!if i feel my life is going to become hard,suffering i will just choose the easy way to end up my life in this world!!because i really not happy at all in my life from baby until now!!!!

If i am pass away i hope my family don't come and see me don't be so sad also you all should be haPPY if i am dead!!!!

Good Bye anyway i have throw away my license already so no need to call me get again i wont get back again forever

Working Life

Since I am here i would like to share out everything about my working life...One day i hope you all will get the experience from working with someone or i should say working with some company. Anyway now i am working with a IT company i am quite happy with this company because they also treat me quite good...but there is one thing i need to say never play jokes around the working time because you can't really know how those people feel just because they can't play joke?just like me i like to joke around when i have nothing to do but i know how to control my self when i am playing some joke with some of my friend and staff but one of my staff he just know how to play joke while working and he is the one every time playing with me but i wanted to ask him did he know that the joke can hurt people feeling just because he calling people on another name and giving people a stupid name and he never think about how the people feel.Anyway i hope this case won't be repeated again,I hope he will learn the mistake from now on before too late...