Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Why...I Can't Enjoy My Life

omg.....today i just asked my family people about i want to buy a new car...but i have asked my mother,uncle can i buy a car and they say can if you monthly can paid for it...So i say i can paid is not a problem but i really need to care about my eating way T_T ...Then i ask my father can i brought a new car and he say cannot!!!!.....but he really don't know what the son want actually in the life just because everytime i stay at home and not going anywhere.. do you know that's is damn boring for my life that's why i am not going to bother about my father and i will just brought the car on this year just because i wanna have a good life and some fun in my life.Do you know once i get my car license i thought my father will let me drive the car but the answer is wrong he just told me not to drive and i just wanna ask the god and my heart one question only WTF i get the car license foR....Just for fun???if he gonna told me not to buy a car again i will burn away my car license because is really no use for me....and i just want to leave this family,i gonna run away very far and dont wanna come back again!!!if i feel my life is going to become hard,suffering i will just choose the easy way to end up my life in this world!!because i really not happy at all in my life from baby until now!!!!

If i am pass away i hope my family don't come and see me don't be so sad also you all should be haPPY if i am dead!!!!

Good Bye anyway i have throw away my license already so no need to call me get again i wont get back again forever

Monday, March 9, 2009

Working Life

Since I am here i would like to share out everything about my working life...One day i hope you all will get the experience from working with someone or i should say working with some company. Anyway now i am working with a IT company i am quite happy with this company because they also treat me quite good...but there is one thing i need to say never play jokes around the working time because you can't really know how those people feel just because they can't play joke?just like me i like to joke around when i have nothing to do but i know how to control my self when i am playing some joke with some of my friend and staff but one of my staff he just know how to play joke while working and he is the one every time playing with me but i wanted to ask him did he know that the joke can hurt people feeling just because he calling people on another name and giving people a stupid name and he never think about how the people feel.Anyway i hope this case won't be repeated again,I hope he will learn the mistake from now on before too late...